Website Description: Benjamin-Newton.com and Cloudy.diamonds

picture of me at christmas in red, orange, blue logo
picture of me sitting by sandbox

Welcome, visting human, pet, toy, or automated software.

This is an Old School Informational website

Website Overview

I have created these websites to introduce you to my philosophy, the School of the Stuffed Toy. I am its first student, Zenjamin (or Ben Huot), the Not Guru of the Cloudy Diamonds. The ultimate goal of this school of philosophy it to achieve the same relaxation as that of the stuffed toy. My stuffed toy bear Fred says I don't have Schizophrenia, but he does.

But, on the serious side, my website is designed to stimulate free thinking as I never did nor never will want to be a leader or even opinion leader. What I want is for you to take responsibility for your own ideas and refrain from merely recycling my own.

Mental Illness

I also have Schizophrenia since I was enlisted in the regular US Army for a little over a year. I have lived with this mental illness, for almost 25 years now, mostly living on my own, but with great help from my family, continually taking my medicine and having God in my life. I have written about this as well for those encountering similar issues as well as those with loved ones with similar diagnoses. It would have really helped me if I had this information, when I was first diagnosed with Schizophrenia around the year 2000.