Complete Psychological Topics 4
by Ben Huot
October 31, 2019
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As It Is or As It Should Be, An Epic Poem
Walking Forward
So cold and so dark
An empty calm
A simple choice
A dedication to a plan
A complete course of action
Across the vast expanse
Lonely and windy
Small lights far away
Step by slow step
A great weight to carry
My destination years away
How far can one’s mind imagine
In each one of my thoughts
I pass a sign
I only know what to do
When I get there
The journey is all only within my own mind
Tracing circles with feet and hands
The process is the outcome
A relaxed walking stride
An empty but serious expression
The land is flat
With hills and valleys
My walk is straightforward
But my thinking never is
Varieties of Loyalty
Is it crazier to think God doesn’t exist
Or that I do not exist
Is it crazier to not follow My Creator
Or not to follow my own way
We fail to ask the right questions
We are too much in a hurry
To even stop talking and fighting
There are greater things to fight for
Then just political processes
There are loyalties that stretch
Far beyond our own place and time
We think that the most important lines
Are the ones people make on paper
We divide our spoils across
Mountains, rivers, and straight lines
We fear that another group
Just like our own
Will tell us what to do
Is it ever worth it
To suffer for other people
To merely serve under another name
We think we can find a solution
But the situation will need to resolve itself
Many will survive the process
But few people will be alive afterwards
Internal Struggle
Why does my heart hurt so much
Why does the pain have no cause
Can you hurt for lack of something
Can you succeed by letting go
Is not the greatest obstacle
Our own lack of self control
How do you fight the enemy
When it lives within you
Weapons made by people
Are only effective against other people
But what do you do
When your feud is between your heart and mind
It is often for those who learn to be strong
To hold their heart in captivity to their mind
But how do we define success in self-mastery
When we cannot even define what it means to be rational
What if the crazy is in your heart and not your mind
What if your mind is not strong enough
To hold your heart within its grasp
How can you win
When you cannot even imagine what that would mean
Fear of What
What is your greatest fear
Is is your country or yourself
We think that the way forward
Is through mastery of technology
But our technology will only enslave us
Because it is what we created
By our own hands to we sink or swim
We may seek swords or mobs of police
To make us feel safe
But it is by our own minds that we will suffer most
You think that a police state is the worst possible outcome
The worst situation is to be captive to your own rotten heart
We think that as we climb higher on the social ladder
The freer we become
But freedom comes from a clear mind and a disciplined heart
The greatest fear for most is pain
The greatest pain for some is fear
Is not the key to wisdom the pursuit of balance
What is more important to control
Your inner or outer life
But who should rule within
Should the mind dominate the heart
Or the heart control the mind
Everlasting Life
We think within our own page of history
But even this book holds only so many pages
Let us try to think beyond this earth, this galaxy, or this universe
Look beyond what we can see with our eyes or even our minds
Beyond the limits of linear time
Into things not driven by cause and effect
How can we really resolve to live in peace
If we can still have make choices and there are still consequences of our actions
We have lived long enough to become better people
But we have not and so we never will
How can people live for eternity without war or any conflict
How can we accept our differences are not enough to suffer or make others suffer
We just cannot get beyond human nature
It is not because we cannot but that we choose not to
What would morality look like if time did not exist?
Society of Facts
Pile upon pile of paper
Digital file upon digital folder
Our records are in constant flux
We have ceased to be able to distinguish fact from fiction
One minute all this exists
The other minute money no longer exists
One minute a country has a history
The next minute it is forgotten
The meaning of our words
And even the very words we speak and write with
Are no longer within our control
How can you believe in absolutes about laws and countries
When they have become nothing more than
Bullet points in a presentation or cells in a spreadsheet
When people no longer bother to learn
What happens when the truth shifts or simply disappears
How can we live life as we know it
When we do not know who did what
When we know nothing for certain
A society based on facts only works
When you can agree on what those are
If there is no source of truth
How do you know what is real and what is not
Forever War
What is a person to do today
Who believes in something
Who has unique ideas
Or who has a different perspective
It is hard to consider all possibilities
When only two views are represented
It is hard to find truth
When the only truth people know
Is what they want to hear
When your mind is shut
You can no longer learn anything
But it is hard to hear what someone is saying
When they scream and curse at the top of their lungs
It is only in a quiet space
With time and room to think
That we can start to form ideas
That are not just the same
Or the exact opposite of what we are told
When there are only two points of view allowed
And they each have the same amount of sensibility
And an evenly divided population of followers
This is the recipe for a war the will only end
When one side no longer lives
Society for the Mentally Ill
What would it be like
To be in a society designed for the mentally ill
A society where people never knew what was real
A society where you could not trust what is right in front of you
A society where you would depend upon others to look after you and tell you how to live
A society where you would be accepted as normal no matter how paranoid you were
A society where you see someone with symptoms of mentally illness as a capable leader
A society where fear is valued and respected
A society that would rather run from a fight than suffer for no reason
A society where you would not accept what you hear at face value
A society where you cannot own a weapon for any reason
A society where you never know what would happen next
A society who knew true fear enough that would not pay for horror stories
A society where no one would be fit for military service
A society that would have to accept that some people are not going to sacrifice themselves for the greater good of everyone else
A society where people would be afraid to speak up for what is right out of fear if society’s reaction
Psychology Poetry
Does it Scare You?
Does it scare you
To know I am mentally ill
It scares me being mentally ill
When your mind is gone
You don’t think less
When you cannot direct your thoughts
And you cannot understand the actions of others
It is like being an outsider in the truest sense
How can a person live in a society trusting no one
How can a person find purpose
When others blame them for society’s evil
How can a person find love when they are too different
It is easy to accept a person who has only cosmetic differences
As in someone of a different skin color
It is easy to accept a person whose only difference is
Who they call on when they struggle with life
It is in the mind that our civilization exists
And when this is lost
How does a person act like a person
Who are we apart from our place in society
You do not fully exist
Unless you have an environment to live in
You can only feel accepted
When you can trust your own feelings
It is not a situation that can be solved
Creativity only stretches so far
And only some specific social conventions can be shunned
In the depths of everyone’s mind
Lies the possibility for us to forget
Who we should be
Even when we still know who we are
We are no different in heart and spirit
And often we only look slightly different
But our minds are in a constant whirlwind of strange ideas
And the world is very different
Than life before the break
They say life changes everything
But mental illness changes you
Not everyone else
An outsider to every joke
Where misunderstandings are routine
You continue to self talk or just ignore your crazy ideas
It is only in your sleep
That you feel normal and safe
How can you accept who you are
When you never feel full
And never feel rested
Why do the same things bother you
When you know better
Why can’t you decide what you want to be afraid of
Other minorities feel empowered after counseling
But you never do
The only reason you are not locked up still
Is because it saves them money
Building Momentum
True fear
Is when you cannot trust
Your own mind
Or the voices therein
True cynicism
Only comes from experience
True doubt
Comes from your own failures
How do web start
Climbing upwards
From where we are
As a society
To where we want to be
As individuals
Looking inwards is difficult
And making better choices
Is near impossible
Are we really so bad
Or is our society just too tempting
How do you remain above water
When the waves of desire
Nearly pull you under
With the persistence of a spider
Trying to climb out of porcelain
With the intensity of a political argument
In the spirit of a tai chi master
With the subtle movement of a plant growing
With the gentleness of a hug by a stuffed toy
In the hand of God Himself
With nothing on our minds but our Savior
It is not in fighting
That you achieve the best victory
The better victory
Is in never having to hurt or sacrifice anyone
While we emphasize the power of evil
The biggest determining factor is our own will
Is it enough to just never give up
Or is there a special strength that can be tapped into
The only weapon a Christian has is his Bible
The only one we really trust is the Lord
With each step
It is more painful
And each setback more discouraging
Is it in failure that we try learn
Is there anyway to stand united
Within our own hearts, minds, and wills
If we cannot decide definitely the goal of the endeavor
How can be begin a major journey
How do we know what to learn
If we don’t know what we are working towards
It is only in amount of clarity
That we can see past our own desires
It is only in a series of greater and greater changes
That we can start to build momentum
It is only possible to go towards where we decided
When we see no other way
It is a delicate balance of God and us
A tightly created choreography
Fear and Society
Few people understand fear
Few people experience fear
Outside the occasional dream
Or Halloween season movie
Fear gives you energy at first
But over time it tires you to the core
The medicine is very tiring
But adrenaline can be too
What prepared me best for Schizophrenia
Was my military experience
I was constantly tired
And I never got enough sleep
I was constantly terrified
And I felt close to God
The military is a hard life
So much is expected out of you
And the penalties are so enormous
But the people are the best
An army base is the most depressing
Place in the world to live
But they are filled with churches
Schizophrenia's symptoms are much like an addiction
Schizophrenia often shares a person with other disorders
The same people often suffer from depression, anxiety,
obsessive compulsive disorder, trouble sleeping, and tremors
Fixation is one big part of Schizophrenia
Like a person with autism
One of the common fixations is religion
Religion should be important to us all
But there is a kind of special connection we have to God
All jumbled up and confused but still very real
God always seems closer when you need Him most
And social thinking often makes God less real to many people
With each year, I feel more awake
The disease has progressed little in 20 years for me
I think I understand better all the time
Why people react the way they do
When you do different things
It is like being a hunter gatherer
Meeting modern society
I understand feelings and spiritual things
But some of the subtlety to how people talk
Is hard for me to pick up on quick or naturally
And I learn all the time
How to be more gentle, careful, and responsible
Ironically, I may be specially suited to life after
The End of The World As We Know It
No one trusts anyone anymore
Everybody is starting to believe in conspiracy theories
They do not know how to be sure of anything
They realize that life is not rational
They are getting ready for surviving scams and disasters
They are becoming closer to those they share view with
They are forming networks and using non-traditional communications
They are saying less and becoming more reserved
They are becoming more sarcastic and cynical
This is the best time in history to be mentally ill
Maybe we will even be some sort of trusted advisors
The Collapse (Being Exhausted as a Person with Schizophrenia)
What does it mean to be as tired as a person with Schizophrenia
Like a marathon runner who cannot drink any water
While he thirsts beyond measure
Like a soldier crawling through the sand and mud
On his belly everyday without kneepads
Like a wrestler starving and dehydrating himself
For the next competition
Like an addict on his last binge
Like when you drink too much
And only make it back to the bathroom just in time
Like a fan waiting days in life for
Tickets to his favorite band in his town
Like a boy scout after spending all day putting up tents
Finally able to sit down after dark
When you can sleep all day
And still be tired
A kind of weariness that goes down to the bone
When you have to pry your eyes open
To stay awake
When you can barely accomplish
Just one thing a day
When you cannot keep from running into things
And your hand shaking uncontrollably
When you have a hard time getting up in time
To go to the bathroom when you are asleep
When you cannot trust your attention
Long enough to heat your dinner
When you are so tired you cannot unwind enough to get to sleep
Like when you have been fasting or staying awake for 3 days straight
When it is stressful just to listen
To the words of a song
When waiting an hour for a movie is painful
When you cannot sit through a class you enjoy
When you cannot stay awake long enough
To finish watching your favorite show
When you cannot stay alert long enough to play a board game
When you are too tired to complete a paper craft
Like after taking long walks in the rain
And having to wear the same clothes that whole day
Like when going on a diet where all you can eat is salad
When you do not have enough patience to take care of a plant
When you realize it is the medicine that makes you too tired
To remember to take the medicine
What is and What is Not
Some roads are not worth going down
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are not even speakable
Some things you cannot even imagine
Some people are not worth talking to
Some people you should never anger
Some people you should never challenge
Some situations are not worth experiencing
Some things are better left for others
Some things will save you that you do not understand
You cannot always believe what you plainly see
Some times it is better not to understand why
Some times it will be fear that saves you
There is a reason for everything
Everything has already been planned
We are all actors following a script
Speaking words that are not our own
And doing things we do not want to
There are many levels to understand
There are many levels to some secrets
Some dreams you are not meant to pursue
Some goals are not worth achieving
Some things are so clear that you can see nothing else
Some things are so obvious that you cannot stop tripping over them
We worry so much abut the things we cannot change
And fail to doubt what we think appears before us
God can make things very clear
He can also make doors that cannot be opened by anyone
We all doubt His very existence at times
But some things can only be explained by His presence
He is not just present in everything
He is invulnerable to any trick or power
He created those things that think they can deceive Him
Those that plan against Him are truly foolish
Everyone serves His purposes
Some just delude themselves
Others worship Him as the One True Thing
Everything else doesn’t really exist
We count God’s power and reality
But maybe it would make better sense to doubt our own
We teach children to be creative and know no limitations
But there are many situations you can get trapped in
And many doors you cannot close
Once your brain has sustained certain kinds of damage
There is only so much you can do to compensate
We are not dolls or action heroes
And fixing us is not as easy as using glue or thread
You can be broken in only a way your Creator can fix
Sometimes there are deeper reason for things
And something worse would happen if you were healed
Much as fear can save your life
Sometimes our illnesses and pain keep worse things from happening
It is important to understand that things can always get worse
And you can resolve one problem only to find yourself in greater one
We believe whatever we think we see in front of us
And doubt our beliefs and values
Who is more real
You or God
That is one of the few questions worth asking
If you can answer that question and live your life by it
You may have found the meaning of life
But you get no special insights in return
Nothing more than those who could never understand
You think you can avoid choosing between God and you
You are already standing before Him
You are not going anywhere
Because you are already there
Blind us to this world
That we may see nothing but your face
Give us the strength to merely survive until Your return
Give us the will to resist until the day we die
Sometimes it is better to forget
Then to know to avoid something
From some injuries you will not recover
Will it Ever Get Easier?
In the instant
It takes to strike a match
To light a candle
So the answers
Come in the utter darkness of my soul
In the depths of a winter night
In an empty feel of grass
A bit of trash shines brilliantly
Pointing towards a better tomorrow
It is like living your life again
Starting as a child
With the smells of crayons and peanut butter
The sound of a ball hitting the ground
Learning again what it means
To discover something for the first time
Sometimes we glorify a return to humble beginnings
It is a romantic notion to think we can recover our direction
While keeping our freedom as can adult
Freedom and direction swirling together like orange and vanilla
It is like when I first left for basic training
When there was still hope in the world
Where we still thought it possible
To solve our problems through human means
The late 90s before the official start of the war
Between the US and the south central part of the world
When global warming could have conceivably been avoided
When we still thought our government cared
And that people still treated each other with respect
Where there were still limits to what we did and didn’t say
A short time of peace for my country
Where we had won the last great war
It is a kind of timeless mythical era of peace
Soldiers are often considered brave and strong
But winning modern wars does not allow for this
The modern army wants conformity and no critical thinking
They want you to be gullible and lack the desire to ask questions
It does not matter what we want in the modern world
Things are decided beforehand
And then the public makes a symbolic vote
That even in its irrelevance reaffirms that
What is easy is what is considered right
The young and uneducated want the easy route
In an effort to not offend anyone and get buy in from the people
To send their children to suffer in and because of war
We manufacture this ridiculous link between God and country
If we want to change history we need to study more than the last 2 centuries
To study only ancient and modern history
Is like not reading the middle 90% of a novel
If we truly want to serve God, we have to think beyond politics
You cannot have 2 masters — choose Christ or people
Perfectly Balanced Life
My life is perfectly calm
Even my dreams are entirely peaceful
People expect the mentally ill
To not act like they are mentally ill
I know how to follow orders
I always try to blend in
I am always completely balanced
I always draw only rainbows and hearts
Even in my dreams I am always upbeat
I express myself in controlled words
Even my thoughts are always steady
I am always stable and ok
Even in my strongest emotions
I never break a blank look on my face
I feel only mild happiness
I never encounter difficult feelings or situations
I am never in need of help
I would never accidentally step on a weed
I would never raise an eyebrow
I will never mispronounce a word
I will never be angry or afraid
After all, I would never be someone
You need to deal differently with
I would never overreact or overstate things
I would never be sarcastic
Under any conditions
Essays
Pain is Real
Pain is real because the brain is real. Our reality is experienced in our brain. In too many problems in life, learning makes us better at things.
Forgetting things is just as useful. Sometimes a little rebellion can be better than always following everything you are told. Too much humility can be a problem too.
But being more ambitious and a lot more perceptive is not a bad thing either. Some things in life do not have a lot of instructions for them because there is a mystery in their very nature. Why can pain be so variable? Emotions are too.
If you believe it is real, it is happening, and if you fight it, it sometimes grows stronger. Why can Americans not treat pain? This is probably because we cannot relax. We think we have all these responsibilities to the world that we forget about those for ourselves.
Maybe once we accept there is no solution, a solution will come. How do we accept that of all the evil in the world very little can be changed by our will alone? It is great to be strong willed and have definite opinions, but there is something as too much work.
Taking on burdens we do not need to do can add unnecessary stress to our lives. Pain is not easy because life is not easy. It is not fair and it is not even, just as it is with evil. Some people never experience much pain, but some people never have a way to express themselves adequately.
Maybe it is not that we expect too much out of life, but that we expect too much out of ourselves. Maybe the only thing we can do to experience less pain is to do less. If we have achieved the level that we do what is best for others at our own expense, maybe we need to go in the other direction.
Ultimately, we are going to have problems no matter what we do, but, in general, a happy life has balance. This is something Americans know little about. It is not about being good enough or finding the right formula. To some people, it might be easier as their minds can be tricked because it is easier to fool them.
Getting control of your brain is like getting control of your tongue. You have to let go to a certain degree. Just a tiny change in accepting your place in the world can make a profound difference.
You can miss the point because it is so elusive and such a small target. Instead of trying, try giving up. It is only after failure that we can accept our limitations. Once you accept that you will have pain in life, maybe it will be less.
Once you give up trying to find answers, the answer will be revealed. It is not about doing or not doing. It is something more elusive: peace with the world and peace with yourself.
How do we achieve that? I certainly don’t know. Maybe that is the first step.
We can always do more. Sometimes the answer is to do less.
Disability Not Powers
Schizophrenia is less about fighting against paranoia than simply taking your medicine and letting it work. Counseling is considered ineffective with Schizophrenia as a primary treatment. It does not work to try to convince a person with Schizophrenia that their delusions and paranoia are not real, because their brain is telling them something different. A person in a wheelchair can fight back about being able to walk and try to overcome this disability too, but most people would not expect them to be able to walk, no matter how hard they tried.
Schizophrenia does not give you any special powers or give you any special understanding of life anymore than someone who has had another traumatic life experience like being homeless, being in the military, or living in the third world. Schizophrenia is truly life changing and definitely gives you another view of reality, but it is not heroic nor does it give you any special insights on the human condition.
Schizophrenia is a disability. Surely you can do your best to cope if you take your medicine. But even though it makes you a very different person and you can still accomplish significant things, the illness itself never gives you anything positive. You cannot expect the same things you did before the illness like a person with diabetes cannot eat the same as they did before they were diagnosed, without very bad results.
Schizophrenia sounds interesting to doctors and care workers, but people do not understand what it is like. The working poor often get jealous because they think not having to work a job would make life much easier. The thing I desire to do more than anything else is work a simple job. If you describe mustard gas clinically it doesn’t sound that bad, but experiencing it is hell on earth.
The difference between being stressed out, fearful, and suffering anxiety does not mean you have Schizophrenia. The magnitude of the symptoms and the specific symptoms you experience have to fit certain criteria that only a psychiatrist can diagnose.
Schizophrenia is no jackpot. Most people who have Schizophrenia cannot live without major assistance. For instance, someone else controls your money. Over several decades of having Schizophrenia, a significant portion of those people commit suicide. There is also a huge degree of depression both as a direct symptom of the disease and also having to cope with a major life illness you will never recover from.
Schizophrenia is a very lonely illness because you are so paranoid and stressed out be being with more than one other person that you cannot maintain friendships. You make very little money from the government and life is little better than being homeless or in the military. It takes many years to realize you have a mental illness, be diagnosed and get enough government services so that you are not homeless as well.
Many things you enjoyed before are not usually not possible. Most people with Schizophrenia cannot read as they did before the illness. People with mental illness are usually single their whole lives. They live in poor communities and are often the victims of crimes.
They are constantly hungry no matter how much they eat and tired no matter how much they sleep. The medicine is not good for you long term and actually causes diabetes, high blood pressure, and heart disease. You are constantly under a huge amount of stress and so get a variety of health problems that are stress related. People with Schizophrenia also fixate on one thing, cannot control their money, and exhibit various obsessive compulsive disorders. Most of the mentally ill are overweight and have poor personal hygiene.
People with Schizophrenia are denied the right to bear arms in the United States. Despite not being anymore violent than anyone else, the mentally ill do not have good experiences with the police. If you are considered a harm to yourself or others or do not keep your house clean enough, you can be forcibly be committed. You can also be forced to take your medicine, which is not done with any other disease.
Most of those in the medical profession and even psychiatry prescribing medicine know little about mental illness more than how the medicine works and even know little about basic concepts in psychology. Many people offering services for those who are mentally ill are not very responsible or even try to understand how the mentally ill think. They add additional stress because they are not aware of what is reasonable to expect of the mentally ill.
You get so little money from the government so that you are entirely dependent on government services. These services are one of the first things that gets cut when government does budget cuts. The developmentally disabled get huge amounts of money and are given huge amount of freedom compared to the mentally ill. People physically disabled get huge funding from the government to compensate for those who are blind or cannot walk or are just old.
It is important to understand that there is a huge difference between being evil and being insane. Most of the mentally ill are victims of crimes, not criminals. The key to treatment is to get the mentally ill to take their medicine, but it is the medicine itself that makes you so tired and apathetic that you have trouble remembering to take your medicine.
The key to fixing life for the mentally ill are some of the things that would help most people who are poor for a variety of reasons. More low income housing, better bus services, public health care and some solution to the homeless problem would help the mentally ill. The problem is that it takes money and everything today is political, even math and science, and money always is.
Interview with a Toy
Where are you from?
I was made in China
Who do you work for?
The herd
How old are you?
Very old in stuffed toy years
What is your 5 year plan?
Keep myself soft and clean
What do you do when your person is gone?
Total anarchy
What do you do for fun?
Take a ride in the washing machine
What is your favorite book?
The Bible reads itself to us
Do you travel?
Not much as people don’t do extensive search and rescue for stuffed toys
What is your greatest fear?
Mold
How is your health?
I cannot move
Do you have a lot of friends?
In which room?
What is your favorite animal?
Myself
Who is your favorite super hero?
Depends on what costume I got for Christmas
What kind of music do you like?
Farm animal sounds
Why do you do to relax?
We are petted
What causes do you support?
Ending pinatas at parties
Ending homelessness for stuffed toys
What is it like to be a stuffed toy?
Boring
How do you address a stuffed toy correctly?
It depends on his seniority
What is the hardest thing you had to do?
Giving up our army, navy, and air force
What do you do with your person?
Dance
What do you do for emergencies?
We have magic savings
Funny Christmas List
for the Mentally Ill Person in Your Life
General Directions
- Nothing Sharp
- Nothing Flammable
Basics
- Duct Tape
- Tinfoil
- Emergency Supply of Freeze Dried Dinners
- Gas Powered Electrical Generator
- Bug Out Bag
Research
- Comic Books
- Sci Fi Novels
- SAS Survival Guide
- Religious Texts
- Newly Declassified Information
- Martial Arts and Close Combat Manuals
- Youtube Conspiracy Videos
Strategy
- Bulletin Board
- String
- Highlighter
- Sticky Notes
- Lazer Pointer
- Stock Photos (Royalty Free) and Clipart
Fire Security
- Fire Safe
- Surge Protectors
- Firefighter Fireproof Tent
- Fire Extinguisher
People Security
- Inkpad and Fingerprint Duster
- Humane Live Animal Trap
- Pet Tarantula
- Sound Proof Room
- Paper Shredder
Other Security
- Waterproof Dry Box
- Glow Sticks
- Giant Flashlight
Health
- Respirator
- Pills to Treat Exposure to Nuclear Radiation
- Air Purifier
- Water Purifier
- Hand Sanitizer
- Mosquito Net
Sleep
- White Noise Machine
- Yoga Mat
- Incense Burner
- Meditation CDs
- Chemical Hand Warmers
- Antacids
- Saline Eye Drops
Technology
- Drone
- Professional Camera
- Binoculars
- Listening Devices
- Microscope
- Metal Detector
- Encrypted USB Flash Drive
- Gold DVDrs
- Uninterrupted Power Supply
- Night Vision Gear
- Infrared Goggles
Documents
- “When to Cut the Cord” Form
- Last Will and Testament
- $100 Religious Doctorate
Clothing
- Crown
- Dark Sunglasses
- Paper Mask
- Non-Latex Gloves
- Cape
- Commando Camouflage for Sharpshooters
- Pick Pocket Proof Pants
- Boots with Steel Toes
Fun
- Area 51 Collectibles
- Worst Case Scenario Board Game
- Grappling Hook
- Parkour Training (moving over obstacles like a cat burglar)
International
- Passport Photo
- Safety Deposit Boxes in Switzerland
- Arial Map of Middle East and Home Town
- Ancient Egyptian Language Learning Software
Financial
- Foreign Coins
- Gold Bars
- Precious Jewels