I am sure about everything everyone else doesn't understand,
but I am confused about everything everyone else is certain of. Everything you have seen and heard is wrong. What we were taught was true in school is irrelevant. The things we think are really important are very unimportant and the things that we think aren't very important are the most important of all.
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Complete Academic Non-Fiction Books on:
Highly Sensitive People,
Experiences Living with Schizophrenia,
Sociology of Tech People,
and Disaster Survival
☞ I am a researcher, writer, and designer for consumer, citizen, and seeker advocacy. I can improve your life, by giving you better advice.
☞ I combine my unique understanding of the wisdom of the greatest thinkers, with an unusual level of motivation and discipline, to gather more experience and research, plus I do not seek nor am I influenced by any money, which equals better advice.
☞ Do you think significant things happened before 1800 AD or think it is ridiculous to blame all problems in the world on white male Christians? For those who want to study beyond the very limited information we get about other cultures and time periods in public school in the United States, the following resources will give you a place to start.
"Jesus answered them and said, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Ye seek me, not because ye saw the miracles, but because ye did eat of the loaves, and were filled. Labour not for the meat which perisheth, but for that meat which endureth unto everlasting life, which the Son of man shall give unto you: for him hath God the Father sealed. Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent. They said therefore unto him, What sign shewest thou then, that we may see, and believe thee? what dost thou work? Our fathers did eat manna in the desert; as it is written, He gave them bread from heaven to eat. Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Moses gave you not that bread from heaven; but my Father giveth you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he which cometh down from heaven, and giveth life unto the world. Then said they unto him, Lord, evermore give us this bread. And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst. But I said unto you, That ye also have seen me, and believe not. All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out. For I came down from heaven, not to do mine own will, but the will of him that sent me. And this is the Father's will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again at the last day. And this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day."
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☞ I just found out yesterday that most my downloads (which I have on a different server/service) have been unavailable for 1-3 months, due to a change in credit cards. Although I only owed $2, they decided to cut off my service and not tell me.
☞ The service is completely restored, but I am moving things over as fast as possible to the main site. Things may not be as fast as otherwise, but things will at least be accessible.
☞ The problem with the other service is that they billed monthly, so I was not able to make sure everything was right and pay the bill ahead of time for a year (like I do with all my other services and websites). I will never again depend on a monthly billed service, so this problem should never happen again.
☞ Sorry for the inconvenience. I know how annoying this is, when I run into it on other websites. The lesson is to depend upon as few people as possible, because everyone seems to screw up the most simple things, no matter how reputable the brand is.
☞ Everything is currently available now, but I am being proactive. Everything is finally moved over to my server hosting and I do not depend on or use this service for anything anymore. This will make downloading things slower in places like China, India, South America, and Africa, but this is still better than not being available at all.
☞ Celebrating No Ads, for at Least the Last 10 years. I only had ads, for the first few years, when I could not afford to pay for a website, when I started out on Tripod, in 1998. I currently use about 10 ad blockers at once, for my web browser, on both my iPad and iMac. None of these ad blockers interferes with my website display or functionality in any way. I encourage you to use them.
☞ I recommend you use ad blockers and do not feel sorry about it at all, as the online advertisers have forced our hand. You cannot even see content, on many websites, because of the ads. Now there is even malware, that comes with ads, even on legitimate websites, like Forbes.com.
☞ I use no cookies, trackers, ads, analytics, or collect any personal information from users, for any reason. None of my downloads have spyware or adware in any of them. I use a Mac and an iPad, so there should be no viruses or worms in them, either.
☞ At one time, I offered people to buy print versions of my books, at cost, but I have removed this capability, because of no interest. There are currently no things to buy from my website. I am not trying to make any money off my website, or even to pay for its creation and hosting costs. I never thought I would and I never plan to, in the future.
☞ Do not trust anything you see online. Expect everything to be a scam, unless proven otherwise and give out as little information as possible, no matter what the reason. Anything can be faked. Just because something looks legitimate doesn't mean it is. The future of malware is likely ransomware. Randsomeware is when someone takes control of your data or device and make you pay money to unlock it.
☞ Remember, there will be a more and more scams and security problems, over time. You will need to do things, to increase your security, over the years, to fix new threats. It is very easy to hack computers and very difficult to secure them. Computer security could be much better, if even basic industry standard security practices were followed. The problem is that people are too cheap.
☞ When your information gets stolen, it is usually not from you, but from someone else, who has your information. If you were a hacker, would you target one person's individual computer, that has, at the most, one person's information, when you can attack a big store like Target and get millions of people's private information, at once?
☞ Do whatever you need to protect yourself. Never buy any software from anywhere, except from a curated app store like Apple's. Avoid free software, as many open source software packages now even include malware in them, as well. Uninstall Flash and Java and never install any plugins or any other software needed, to see a website, for any reason.
☞ Avoid accessing websites from within app store apps, not preinstalled by your OS. Avoid giving personal information to social networks or free services, as the never actually delete anything and have poor security. Do not give apps access to any personal information, including contacts or photos.
☞ These websites all serve different purposes or audiences, but all share one thing in common: they are all created by me and are about me and my mission/ministry. I am the webmaster, so that I not only create everything on these websites, but also have designed and done all the technical things, to make this site work well, on a wide range of the most popular devices.
☞ I have worked on all this for 16 years now, while understanding that I would never make any money off of it, as my niche is too small.
☞ Confused about the world today? Want a simple, direct, and clear explanation? Read my books. My writing is like poetry meets encyclopedia. You will find nothing like this online or in print. All of this writing is available at no cost. I have a steady income and a lot of time, as well as an unusual perspective. This website network and these books are my way of trying to make the world a better place.
☞ I follow my theories with practical advice and do what I recommend others do. You can make the world a better place. Just remember to think for yourself (this is what studying philosophy should teach you). Learn from my writings and experience, but come to your own conclusions. I am likely wrong on a lot of things, as are even the greatest thinkers, throughout history. I write what I believe, but you need to make your own choices, based on your own experience and your own understanding of yourself and the world.
☞ I teach the exact opposite of the medieval philosophy of Thomas Aquinas. Instead of understanding God, to the limits of reason and then using faith, to reach beyond that, I believe that faith is the primary means with which we should understand God and the use of reason, to explain the Bible and God, is a secondary and subordinate pursuit. It is dangerous, to base your faith on reason, because someone could then change your mind, just because they are better at arguing.
☞ One of the things people often assume is that arguments are all based on reason, and to understand how I explain things, it is important to understand that I am not trying to be rational. I do not believe that you will change your views, even if I was able to form a superior reasonable argument for it. The basis for my faith is not rational either. If you think pursuing truth without using reason is nonsense, then you probably won't agree with what I have to say. Yes, I actually believe that and yes I do see some humor in that as well.
☞ I also aim to make the website and writing beautiful, but also responsive to the user in a fast and fluid manner, at the same time. I use bright colors, as those cheer me up, as I get depressed easily. I also color code many of my website elements, to make them easier to understand. My overall goal in the design is to re-enforce the messages in my writing. (more on design)
☞ The websites are based on bright colors and relaxing themes that remind me of positive things in my childhood and are designed to be as realistic as possible looking while still making the website load as fast as possible (because I don't like waiting for it to load either).
☞ Benjamin-Newton Overview is based on the idea of a sunset with an inspirational quote (because of the logo) and a stripped tie, to communicate that it is work/pro related.
☞ Benjamin-Newton Creative Works is based on the idea of plastic toys on a beach.
☞ Benjamin-Newton Oregon is a website about my family and for my stuffed toys and has a medieval theme, with shields and swords (because the stuffed toy cows like to poke each other with swords)
☞ Benjamin-Newton Challenging Projects is based on the idea of hot dirty metal and sanded bamboo (like a mill) in a tropical summer, as I have spent many long hours finding books and survival supplies, for this website
☞ Simplified Benjamin-Newton is my mobile site and its design is based on plastic balloons folded into balloon animals
☞ Benjamin-Newton Really Mobile is my tv/wearables site that is based on the concept of a doomsday/armageddon prophecy design and is dark because dark colors are both the aesthetic and memory efficient on the Apple Watch
☞ Benjamin-Newton Lite is my audio-only one page website and it is based on the idea of spray paint/airbrushing artwork and craft paper
☞ Benjamin-Newton Pre-History is my high school experiences website, before I served in the military and is based on the idea of colored pencils and the logo on swimming at a swim park or lake
☞ Benjamin-Newton Academic Resume is designed to look like a pastel colored paper resume, that were popular during my high schools years
☞ Unlike most web designers, my web sites have too much content, so that it became hard to navigate, and so the simple answer was to add search, as the primary discovery mechanism, but there were technical problems to this (relying on unreliable third parties, basically). Search also requires you to know what you are looking for, in an area of research (my specific academic domains) foreign to many of my visitors (world philosophy, religion, history, and literature). So I took more time to build an ultimately more effective discovery process.
☞ I have continued to simplify my ideas, by dividing them up topically (and later added books, for introductions and simplified articles).
☞ I added cross links by page, to other relevant sections.
☞ I created the other websites, in my network, to help cut through, to the content (Hobbies, Overview, and Umbrella websites).
☞ I made simplified versions, of my main website (mobile, wearables/TV, and all audio one page websites).
☞ I customized my website error pages, to link to the major parts of my websites.
☞ Finally, I added links to my footers and now links, to my top navigation bars, and linked from one part of each page, to another part, of the same page.
☞ I have also documented most of my design ideas and implementation and chosen a practical course, for which devices and software to support.
☞ I have actively sought to optimize my website for speed, deliver different designs for different devices and software, and learn more about web design (by reading about it daily).
☞ I have decided not to promote myself via social media (as I don't like the negativity of the comments) and decided to also avoid doing video (until the cost becomes reasonable).
☞ One of the re-occurring issues I have, when using other people's services is that I either get classified as "Evangelical" (because of my faith) or "New Age," (because of my interest in major world religions, philosophy, literature, and world history), both of which are fundamentally inconsistent with my worldview and I go to great lengths, to avoid learning about or working with either.